Funny but i have been having dreams revealing my fear of heights. Last night, i dreamt that i was on an escalator inside a mall and suddenly it got dettached from the floor! I was too scared to open my eyes and see how far i was from the ground floor. All i did was cling on the rails while i lay face down. I have lots of this kinds, may it be me on top of a steep mountain fighting for my life, wrapping myself around a tall pole so that i won't slide down or the most common is when i find myself standing on rooftop of a tall building, my feet near on slipping and i am about to fall..what is so troublesome is that sometimes my children is with me which keeps my hands full trying hard to make them safe leaving my feet the only chance left fighting to cling on something so that we will not all fall...
My own Interpretation:
I think i am living in fear that i cannot protect my children enough in their lives. I am scared that i might not be the mother that i wanted to be. My greatest fear in life is to die early and leave my children behind with no one to care of them like i wanted to. I am also worried that along the way i may fail in raising them as good people someday.
My own Interpretation:
I think i am living in fear that i cannot protect my children enough in their lives. I am scared that i might not be the mother that i wanted to be. My greatest fear in life is to die early and leave my children behind with no one to care of them like i wanted to. I am also worried that along the way i may fail in raising them as good people someday.